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October 2nd, 2007

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08:56 pm - I don't even know what to say
After I posted the last entry, I started looking around on the lj main page, was thinking of finding another prompt, and maybe starting to post mroe about how school has gone for me*.

In looking around on my friends list, stuff I may have missed, it looks like Will (the first person I dated, and my close friend ever since) passed away almost a month ago. I feel horrible - wish I'd been there for him, even if I know it's irrational... but I do. I wish I'd at least wondered why he went inactive in said game, and like... checked or something. Blech :(. Will, wherever you are, you are missed, but will never be forgotten.

*Summary: Pretty well, though I've had a bit of a problem with being slightly late to my first class - also, still don't have a dissertation topic. Also, trying to learn to be more social - getting involved in SARPA activities and such - you know you're pathetic when you're going to a gaming club to learn to be social, but yeah...
Current Mood: shockedshocked

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Date:October 28th, 2007 02:13 am (UTC)
You very much honor me by saying that. I've had, in some ways, to figure out on my own who I am in life. What I believe, what I value, what I want to do, not just as a career, but to make the world a better place for my passing through. So, in some ways, I've stumbled more than some have.

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